ever wonder

Ever sit and wonder
I do you do
Ever sit and wonder
I have you have.

People in love can dig around
around the differences
differences between possession
and love never tied to place or time
love never handcuffed to any one bed
love more often not had than had
in the hand
in the hand that wonders
where and when that light touch went.

One thing I wonder
dunno if you do
does the whole idea
ever get over it?

Sometimes I would write things
and then erase them
sometimes I would write things
and then have to make them ambiguous
sometimes I would write ambiguous things
and edit carefully to make them more
ambiguous
sometimes I sit and wonder
about what can be written and what cannot.

Everyone wonders
I do you do

everyone wonders
I have you have.

End of the day and beginning
to let wander
work and play until they
mingle and get jostled and mangled
get mixed up and mix us up
which is which is the one begun
before
the other was freed up.
Tell me what can be allowed and what cannot.

Seven world wonders
you do too
you do go beyond
when I have you.